I can’t take these worthless fucking nights

Also I feel like I should have a fucking boyfriend. I spoil the shit out of them, I’m pretty, and I’m not terribly fucking annoying. I’m a good girlfriend and a good girl in general. It’s so annoying to feel like I can’t get a guy as in have a relationship with someone but I could definitely fuck a few hundred

Over the past year, I’ve grown up quite a bit, physically and mentally. I think more rationally now. But I just feel like I haven’t gotten anything important or significant accomplished and it really bums me out. I feel like I’ve been wasting my time and I’m about to turn 16. It just feels so worthless to be another year older. My parents and friends havent really made a big deal of it, so neither have I. Hopefully during this year of my life I can accomplish a few important things and grow even more so that my next birthday I feel more content than this